The depression is kind of like a cloud. I can still get excited about things and be positive, but in the back of my mind there's always this nagging feeling of negativity. And then if I get really upset, like REALLY upset, it's nearly impossible to see the future as anything other than worthless. I ...

I'm still in therapy for it and we're exploring options that I can control in my every day life. Ways to calm myself down and combat any urges I get. Honestly I can live with it for the most part, it's not terribly impeding my life or anything, but when I get really REALLY stressed about something i...

So I just got diagnosed with ICD (impulse control disorder) in addition to my major depression and PTSD.

I'm not on medication, I prefer not to be, but it is nice to at least be able to attribute my impulsive urges to something instead of just feeling insane lol.

How are you guys today?

Does anyone plan on watching it on the 21st?
It is going to reach totality fairly close to where I live but I won't be able to travel to see it, I have to be at work then :/

Hopefully I will still get to peek my head out and see some of it anyway :>

Thank you all for the kind words! As for my name, it is a Native American myth, the skinwalker was a witch that could transform into animals/animal like creatures. I found this place thanks to google actually. You're one of the few avi sites that isn't blocked by my work firewall servers lol. My cat...

But like i know i have to to get anywhere in life So...yeah. My name is Lauren I like avatar sites and i haven't been on one in a long, long time I don't like having to capitalize things mid-sentence even though i know it's grammatically incorrect I have a cat I work a lot I like to eat yogurt and c...