Monkey Madness Mayhem

[MonkeyGirl18]

Do you have homework? Do you have work tomorrow? What are your grades, are they up?

me:

[Kyndreth]

Ahahaha, yup. That sucks.

[MonkeyGirl18]

homework? ok, sure yah
work? ok, sure yah
grades? YOU CROSSED THE DANG LINE!



No, I'm not answering. I'm too scared to look. I say I do well, but I'm not, I'm struggling. Grades should not exist. Grades are as mythical as unicorns. Grades are a lie.

[Kyndreth]

Leel.... I know how that is, but seeing it will help. Either to galvanize you, or something.

Also... Heh, I just saw my ex... walking down the street, and ofc, today I'm wearing my ugly clothes.
Ahahaha, and he saw me too. But like... I dunno. I saw him and it was like heartburn.. or just this heat going through my veins, and my throat closed up and I didn't change my expression and kept walking like I didn't see him. Even though I did. I think he might've slowed for a moment but idk...

And I'm still playing it over in my head, fifteen minutes later. and my eyes sting. Hahaha, I always figured seeing him again would hurt. It does. And it's like my stress and anxiety skyrocketed.

Y'know how they say it's like that moment is frozen, or it repeats over and over again? It does? I'm still seeing the way he looks and the way the light shone down on him and dammit. It sucks seeing him again.

[Lemon Cheesecake]

emotions are a tough one to handle - and you always hope an ex will see you when you are looking good, but sadly its generally isn't! lol, awkward. now you wonder what would he have said? Would it have made a difference? eased anything? was he with anyone?

<sends you a hug>

[Kyndreth]

Goddammit. Today is so not a good day. I do wonder what he might've said, but he was leaving a class and I was going to one. Nah, he wasn't with anyone. But he was coming from a class. He might be with my ex-roommate now. Heeh. I wouldn't have been surprised.

It might make a difference, might not. I won't know now XD

[murmurlade]

*tackles kyuun*

[Kyndreth]

*is tackled*

Say, sure you don't wanna reveal your age to me? Right about now I see you as hm...maybe capable of driving in the US. And Shiro at around... 13-14.

[MonkeyGirl18]

If you couldn't guess. I'm sick.... >->

Damn cold.

[Lemon Cheesecake]

I feel for you Monkey - am just starting to feel like I have a bit of energy myself and like maybe food will actually process through my body properly. Colds around here have been lasting 3 weeks or more.

Kyn: "hey, how's it going" always works as a general go to line.

[Kyndreth]

I'm sorry to hear that monkey!

Weelll... I gueeeeesss

[Lemon Cheesecake]

drink ginger lemon and honey to help your cold

[MonkeyGirl18]

Then, 30 seconds later, needing to turn the AC on as low as possible and on max. Then you it just loops.

[Lemon Cheesecake]

I was going through the chills with no fever. It was so weird. Normally I have chills with a fever. What other symptoms are you having? Are you fatigued as well? Vomiting or diarrhea? Sore throat? If they persist then consider getting a blood test (actual sample and not just a finger prick test) for mono since it is prevalent at the college age.

[Kyndreth]

Urgh that sounds unfun for sure. I just pile myself up under a ton of blankets and try to sweat it out usually. Oh, and drink warm soups and broths.