by galled » Sat Jan 02, 2016 2:24 pm
Sorry you "fell off the wagon."
I started smoking when I was in 4th grade. By the time in I was in 9th grade I was smoking a pack a day (unsupervised teen). I quit many times over the years, but was finally able to do it in my early 20's.
As a rule, I think any habit is counterproductive, but one that harms you and/or others is the worst thing a human can do because it is controllable despite the definition of the word. Smoking is a proven cancer risk factor and money pit and looking back now, I don't know why I ever smoked really. I tell myself I liked it, but that's a purely emotional answer with no basis other than a preference. It's not a reason--if that makes sense.
Vaping is an industry attempt to remove one of the major drawbacks to acceptance of a substitute addicting product. For me, the issue was a matter of control (the major cause of addiction is a result of depression, depression is a result of unhappiness, which is typically a result of perceived loss of control). I came to the conclusion that I should, and want to, no need to, control my own life--not the companies, not the products, not the people I hung around (who smoked). When I was a kid and started smoking, I probably felt like I was in control, but in reality, I gave up control to these things.
Most things will kill you if you do it too much. I wish good health and long, productive lives to all. (Happiness is a choice--another discussion.) But once you lose control over something (e.g. it controls you), it is very bad on all levels and should be corrected ASAP regardless of whether it'll kill you or not IMHO.
I wish everyone great success with their choices and hope that these choices are good ones!