by EVE » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:23 am
lol I've been feeling pretty miserable but I actually laughed at that |D feeling better now
apparently they've been seeing each other for over two months now. he didn't know when he started seeing her lmao. I was like ??? how do you not know ???
he didn't plan on telling me to "spare me from this"
anyway found out because I saw him tagged in a picture with a group of people and watched the person who posted it's ig stories and he and the girl who used to be my coworker (and friend(ish) and who has actually unfriended/blocked me on fb now!! lol) were making out at karaoke
and also he admitted to it in a phone conversation I had with him on Sunday lol. he's like "to tell you the truth I've been seeing someone" because I was asking him if he was really there for me like he said he was since he's been distant af and we've barely been talking and I'm like "oh reallY? why did you tell me?" as if I didn't know. well I technically didn't because maybe they were just making out for the first time, but he confirmed it at least
this also explains why he hasn't had time to talk to me or hang out with me lmao
and why he was super reluctant to talk to me about why he didn't want to date me after coming back to me all "I am so in love. I wish we could live in a vacuum just the two of us. you're so good for me. we could be so good for each other. I could be a really good bf to you especially"
he fell into a small depression so he was getting distant but still talking to me and such
so I thought we were still progressing on the same path of dating, but just that he was having a hard time and he'd talk to me when he was ready
GUESS not
he was truly pulling away because something easier came along?
I know I'm stressful hah
rest is important. good job resting up
also happy birthday?!???!!