Hello and Good Evening

[Kyndreth]

I do... but it's still so bare.

And I don't even think the machine for the internship will let me through. I was looking at other people's resumes for a different position. And they're my age or younger, with sooo much experience!

[JinMay]

My resume is kinda plain as well. But ehhh, I can't really add more to it right now.

[Kyndreth]

T_T

orz

I feel like I'll never get anywhere... I'm gonna go be depressed in a corner somewhere.

[JinMay]

-hugs Kyn- Nuuu please don't be sad.

[Kyndreth]

Urghhhhh, jobs... depressing... Competing... beyond me... so far beyond me... T_T

[JinMay]

-pets- I understand. I always am afraid of not being able to find a job once I'm out of college.

[Kyndreth]

Urghhhh.... My brother used to tell me that with my grades I miight be able to get a job working a drive thru...

T_T

I have grade trauma. For a reason. For one thing, my grades put me as a C student. For another... guh...

[JinMay]

That's not very nice of your brother to say that to you.



I don't think it's a bad thing to be a C student. A C is still passing.

[Kyndreth]

Urgh... but as my parents always say. Grades determine your future. People use grades to determine how much effort you'll put in... guh... I want my issues to just go away. Or y'know.. go into cryo for a century or two.

[JinMay]

Aww I'm sorry Kyn.
I wish there was something I could do. ; n ;

[Kyndreth]

Yeah, me too. At the rate I'm going, I might have another mini-melt down and have to call the crisis counsellors at my uni again to try to relieve some of the stress. I might need to see about dropping in the office for crisis counselling. I'm just... yeah.

I need to do something about this. This isn't fun. For all that I like being happy go lucky. For all that I act happy-go-lucky....

dammit.

[JinMay]

I'd go see that office then.
I remember I went to see the therapist at my college campus after finals.
I really needed a quick session because I didn't want to break down on the bus ride home.

[Kyndreth]

I generally like to wait till I'm on the verge of crying or I'm crying before I do stuff like that. Because yeah...

I'm not the only stressed out student. There's a ton of people who want in or need to get in. I meet so many people with anxiety disorders or depression and ADHD. Just like me. And all of them need that kinda thing. And for all that I've told people it's perfectly fine to go call a crisis counsellor. I just feel like it isn't. Or that I shouldn't. Even when people keep telling me there's a walk-in crisis counselling thing... dammit. This is sooo not the time or place.

[Lemon Cheesecake]

A secret people don't want you to know...no one remembers your grades or asks about them later. Do your best to get the highest grade you can but what really matters is that you pass. Grades matter for auto insurance discounts though and if you are competing to get into a University or competitive trade school.

[JinMay]

I agree with Lemon here.
I think what really matters is that you do the best that you can.