That show KAWAII INTERNATIONAL I mentioned earlier had a goth Lolita-themed show several months back (I can't remember the name they called the style.) It's too bad they don't archive all of their shows online. (You can only view a few of the more recent ones.) Anyway, in addition to the clothing and accessories, and interviews, they visited a themed desert shop and restaurant. Really kinda fun seeing it!
I was always told if you have one good friend, you're way ahead of the game. When I was in school I thought that was a low bar to clear, but these days I understand that completely! Thank goodness for the internet. I have a couple of friends that I met on the internet that have become good friends in real life or that we know from real life that we keep in contact together online. I suppose the trick to not feel isolated/etc., is to remain grateful/appreciative of the treasures that you are blessed with.
I saw you profile listed California (where we are too! And, I wasn't stalking you!
). If you don't mind me asking, which state might you be moving too. California is crazy--and getting crazier every day it seems. We may be right behind you!