Banni's making a hangout too

[Banni]

I don't know if I can ;A;
to be honest, most of why I've not been on is cause I've been depressed due to this job
that's why it seems like it eats all my time cause when I get home I kinda just die and sulk forever.

~Mika
aww that's ok ;3; I'll try to come on more this week

[Mika]

What is your job Banni?

[Blue Jay]

Awww Banni!!!! *hugs you* I hope you feel better! *snuggles you more*

[Fuu-Chan]

Sorry I have not stopped by recently, been a little stressed here and there. ^^;
Hope everyone is well.

[Banni]

I work in retail
and although I'm really good at it (i mean its not rocket science) it really destroys me when I'm there too much.
I tried to cut my hours down to permanently have a cluster of off days instead of one off day or maybe two scattered randomly. So I can y'know, be me sometimes.
But then they're like ohh you're working service desk now we need to take away those off days
Ohh just don't let it get to you
don't let people throw you into mental breakdowns every week
as if I am LETTING THEM like it's in my control or something

//sobsonfacedownpathetically

[Blue Jay]

Wait they can't just take away your OFF days like that Banni! By law you are entitled to off days even if you put in for them ahead of time. At least in America I know that to be true.

[Banni]

They pushed me so much
pushed and pushed and pushed until I finally told them I'll do it
because my hours were cut so badly I had to move out of my home and financially it's been a struggle
and this position pays more. THAT is why I said yes. Instantly regretted it though and wished I never did agree to it.
I told them how much I didn't wanna work that position. Yet they kept pushing. GM probably knew that he scares the shit out of me and that he can push me to do anything to avoid his abusive wrath that I'm LUCKY to have only witnessed so far.

I was hired to work on the floor. That is what was promised. What the hell am I doing in the position I kept saying no to ;~;

sorry I'm super ranting now

[Mika]

Banni should try to find another job. No one should have an abusive gm....

[Blue Jay]

Awww Banni I'm sorry! *hugs* I've been distracted by other things today.

[Banni]

~Mika
my main issue is I can't drive, cause I'm pathetically phobic about cars
and kmart is the only place I can reach that will hire me. There are a couple of things across the street from it but I've been trying for like, 2 or 3 years and they still like nope xD even though they like me they just don't have openings.

Might be moving again though so we'll see o3o

~Jay
its okay! -hugs
I've been playing Archeage again today anyway c:

[+] SPOILER

this npc is far too cute to be an npc >O

[Blue Jay]

Everything but the face looks like it's a computer but the face looks like a photograph that was photo-shopped on it. XD

[Banni]

LOLOL
omg
I can't unsee that now
ahhhh
-dies-

[Blue Jay]

Nooo I killed Banni! *hugs* Eeep your Blue like me!

[Mika]

Well here's hoping that one day you will get a better job. But until then you just have to put up with it and try not to let the people get to you. I used to be in retail, though a bit more of a laid back kind.

[Banni]

~Jay
Haha I'm white and blue and stuff xD

~Mika
Yeah I feel like my job would be a bit better if they actually positioned people properly. There would be less inner frustration and confusion. Because they hire people promising them what they want, then never doing it.
Also the lady who schedules us is VERY bad at it. It's not uncommon to have NO ONE scheduled at front desk (by accident) until after noon which throws the entire store off cause they are the ones who open everything xD''''

unorganized and forgetful
are my managers