Figures, I'm an arts and technology major. I'm like, on the verge of flunking out my senior year. And when I think of it, I'm like, gonna freak.
I picked up a busy schedule this semester. Because I'm stupid :/ Otherwise I could help with papers. I'm good at the BS-ing business.
Hum... my uni offers complimentary (sort of) counseling services. Take a look and see if you can find one where you're at. Admittedly, I'm not too sure about community colleges. Also some counseling offices offer crisis counseling where you can just walk in and say "I'm kinda having a crisis right now and I'd really like to talk to a counselor." At least, that's how it was explained to me.
Haven't plucked up my courage to try that though. Too scary XD
Yeah, telling my parents? Gosh, that shit is haaard. Like, I dunno. I never had the courage to tell my parents myself. Someone had to tell on me before I'd admit there were issues to them. Admittedly, I think my mom knew. She would find my journals hidden somewhere and read them while checking to see if they should be put on the communal shelves or something.
Teehee?
Anyways, after that, it was easier because the next time it came up was after my breakup with my bf of 4 years and I'd been talking maybe marrying him and stuff. Kek. That was embarrassing.
Let's see... look into some crisis services somewhere. Next time you just can't take the pressure just find a hotline for crisis around your state or city or something. Or your uni/community college. They'll give you advice on what you can do to get counselling.
The uni counselling didn't require any insurance at all. (State university, admittedly). Also, none of the info ever had to be told to my parents without my express written/signed consent.
Hum....
other than that. There's a possibility that we can put together a thread with your schedule and assignments (not express times, but just what classes you need and due dates). And we can try to help break it down for you, and have regular check ins to try manage things.
If we have that check in system, then it'd be harder for you to snowball, because people on the internet will pester you to get things done
Like. I have a paper due tuesday, Write down class, details about the paper (how many pages/words and the topic or something). And then whatever other stuff is due. And we can group plan this maybe?
Help break it down, help make it manageable, Check in daily to make sure you're on top of things.
For extra consequences, fine you feathers for failure to stay on top of goals for a day. Gift feathers for staying on top of things, etc.
Whee, carrots and sticks. Damn, I need this.