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monkeygirl18 it is true that one should try things on his own and embrace the entire weight of life on his own shoulders to be able to walk upright at later ears. Sometimes, one must walk a solitary road...
"Among many companions;
whether one rests, stand, sit, or walk;
there are endless requests from others...
Having respect for and appreciation of Freeing Independence...
which is not liked by any other, [than Nobles]
One should wander solitary as a rhinoceros horn."
I dare not advise to take this literally, but I would suggest you to think carefully over the lines of
The Rhinoceros Horn. And if not now, then later in life when you have more time for it.