by MonkeyGirl18 » Fri May 05, 2017 9:45 pm
Sooooo.....
I probably gunna end up failing Eng 102 again and Communications. I made the mistake to not drop when I had the chance. I should have.
I want to finish and fix my grades to the best of my ability...... But the school I want to transfer to.... I'm scared that they'd reject me because of how poorly I did.
These past few years was just a bunch of confusion and mistakes.
Online courses were a mistake.
I was confused with what I wanted to do so I couldn't concentrate on classes and I got stressed.
I know what I want to major in now, but I'm afraid I messed every fucking thing up. So I'm in a panicky mode. Do I just try to apply there or try to retake it at the community college, and hope they let me try a third time there.... I could file academic bankruptcy for this previous semester if I have to. It's something I'd have to put a lot of thought into and talk to advisors. I may even talk to my dad about talking to an advisor about it. It would erase one semester's worth of grades and if I do it to this past semester, it would be as if it never happened.
I feel that may be my only saving grace right now.
I know what I want to do, I have more hope than ever and I KNOW I can pass the class. I've just been so stressed out with figuring out what I want to do that things go haywire.