Lemon's drop-inn

[mdom]

We need more badges xD
Also how can I get quality assurance

[Gingerale]

Quality Assurance I think is from being a tester.

[npixelz]

I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cuttin' yourself with the jagged edge
I'm tellin' you that it's never that bad
And take it from someone who's been where your at
You're laid out on the floor and you're not sure
You can take this anymore
So just give it one more try
With a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reachin' out to let you know
That you're not alone
And you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Please let me take you
Out of the darkness and into the light
'Cause I have faith in you
That you're gonna make it through another night
Stop thinkin' about the easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you're not done, you're far too young
And the best is yet to come
So just give it one more try
With a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reachin' out to let you know
That you're not alone
And you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Well everybody's hit the bottom
And everybody's been forgotten
Well everybody's tired of being alone
Yeah everybody's been abandoned
And left a little empty handed
So if you're out there barely hangin', on
Just give it one more try
With a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reachin' out to let you know
That you're not alone
And you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Lullaby. Nickelback.

[Lemon Cheesecake]

Npixelz : I love that you are sharing and that you enjoy music but for space could you please put a large post like this in a spoiler or at least most of it in a spoiler.

If you don't know how to use the spoiler...go to Full editor, type your message, highlight your message and click on the word "spoiler" on the commands above the box, then press submit.

[+] SPOILER

Thank you

[mdom]

I almost thought it was a poetry @_@

[galled]

Me too! Was disappointed to see it wasn't at the way bottom, but then again it was too depressing for a piece from npix.

[npixelz]

Ah, sorry! I didn't know how to do that before! Thanks for letting me know! ^^

Sorry to disappoint!

Also, I don't think it's that depressing, to me, it sounds more like reassurance, and comforting.
And I have written some depressing ones before, I just haven't posted them here.

For example;
Dreams of the Past.
A poem by npixelz.

There was a time,
Way in the past,
When we were fine,
It didn't last.

Long, long ago,
Way back when,
We all could grow,
We all were friends.

Now that time has gone,
Now it is bad,
I dream of a dawn,
Where we have what we had.

[galled]

I don't like sad ones. I understand them, but I like cheerful ones better.

[npixelz]

Yeah, I know what you mean. But if I may quote Doki Doki Literature Club for a moment; "sometimes when you have a raincloud in your head, a sad poem can help to give that raincloud a hug, and make a nice happy rainbow"!
Simply put, a sad poem can help when you are sad yourself. And I completely agree with that. When I'm angry, or upset, or sad, I don't want to read something happy, because it feels like there shouldn't be happy things when I am feeling down. If I read something sad, it helps me feel a little better. Of course, if you can do something fun instead, or watch something funny, that also helps get you in a better mood. But anyway, that's why you write a sad poem, because it helps get your feelings out, and helps to put your mind at ease. ^^

[Lemon Cheesecake]

Sometimes the melancholy poems make us think on what we do have and what we can be grateful for.

[npixelz]

True, true. You can be very wise sometimes, you know that?

[Lemon Cheesecake]

When I'm feeling sorry for myself I look at how others are struggling and I feel ashamed for taking what I have for granted.
I had a customer come in today who is undergoing chemo for lip cancer. Her lips are all crusty and she said she is just barely able to sip things, she can't use a straw because she can't control the lip muscles well enough. I've never heard of lip cancer! Just an hour earlier another customer came in and she said she was put on dialysis a month ago and is on the waiting list for a kidney transplant. Her friend wasn't a match for her. I was amazed her friend was willing to part with a kidney. I don't think I could be so unselfish.

There are true hero's around us, I found a couple with amazing strength of will and determination just by asking..."what do you mean" when they said "ok" to my "how are you".

[npixelz]

Yeah, many people have it worse than us, and yet they still keep on going, still live their lives, and make the best of their situation. I really admire people like that. I mean, I have my own problems, and some mental issues, but I have it better off than many others. Not just others who have worse problems, but even others who have the same problems, but they have it worse. I feel lucky to have the life I have, and the people who care about me. I am truly blessed.

[Lemon Cheesecake]

You keep thinking that way Npixelz! It will brighten your outlook!

I have a celebration: my co-workers brother's tests came back negative for cancer having spread so he doesn't need to do chemo!1! Her whole family is so excited!

[npixelz]

I intend to. ^^

What excellent news!