Injuring the back is so debilitating - because it hurts to even move a little nevermind actually try to get something accomplished.
When I feel like I am getting depressed I will read the proverbs corresponding to the day it is and there is something applicable for what I need. I was listening to the radio station walk in the word program last week and it mentioned how the apostles were all eye witnesses and their eye witness accounts were written down. That got me to thinking, if I wanted to know what a person was like I would get the opinions of those that were around them. So I've started reading Peter's accounts this week and then I'm going to read the accounts of when each disciple met Jesus. I hope you are feeling well enough to go to church, maybe you can ask for some prayer.